Simple as the title says: Why is society so hard to work within whether online or physically in person
I am done… with all of it. Trying to collaborate with people online, seeking medical advice or mental health advice in person. Talking to people I don’t know. Just why is it so hard? I’m cancelling all medical appointments, everything besides getting vaccinations. I want to be mad or sad. Though deep down. Time and time again I’ve been shown. Society isn’t ready or willing to interact with me. My unwanted thought stream wants to say Fucking Burn in Hell but what I truly wish to say. Is, I hope one day. People can look beyond what is comfortable for them. Understand that not everything is black and white. That most of the constraints we have in our life. Is simply social constructs but sadly my ideas go far beyond anything that can be fathomed by humanity and society. My last message. Look beyond yourselves, look at the nature around you and what we are losing. Ask yourself what is truly real. I do hope you all find peace and happiness in whatever comes next. Remember you are all loved and meaningful in this reality.
The thing with doctors is, you have to do your own work to disrupt their standard way of working. It’s actually really hard, but it’s possible. You have to basically be persistent but very polite and understanding of them. You have to keep asking questions until you are either satisfied or are sure that they can’t help you because they’re too closed off. You can’t let them dismiss you even when they try.
You have to basically make them think of you as a person rather than a patient. Doctors can be very empathetic and helpful when you manage to do this, because then they remember why they became doctors, because they want to help people. But it is work on your side to get them to this state, which is annoying and not always possible, so I can completely understand why you wouldn’t want to “waste your time”.